愚人節

四月一日 
我最痛苦的一天
被你用言語狠狠傷的那瞬間
愛或不愛 由你一人決定
我 只能聽從命令

沒了感覺
是你留下的一句
否定我為你所做的一切事情
你說你會珍惜 所有回憶
對我來説卻是施捨的同情

愚人節 那諷刺自我的季節，
以爲的幸福被你摧毀，
就像笑話般被你推翻，
我的愛 對你來説不算什麽
你的自由 勝過我給的一切

請告訴我，一切不是真的。

April Fool

  Had been one year, the feeling just as strong as before.
  I had thought I already numb for that, I thought I had forgotten that,
But, the cracking sound I heard from my left chest, it seems repeated very day.
  The day is coming again, that's fast, I had brought to hell, for a year.
Everyday, I thinks of you,deal with hate, love, sadness, pain.
  No one can understand this feeling, no one know what I'm feeling of.
I remains alone, back to be a loner, at that dark corner, licking the wound you gave, counting all the memories we had.
  I was hoping everything just actually an April Fool joke, even though that will just a dream, forever.

梦想再大 你还是看不见我

梦想再大，你还是看不见我。
  你不会懂 伤口，真的会痛。

You never know, or never care, I'm still in pain.
    No matter how much I done, I can't change anything.

William Shakespeare: Love is merely a madness.

我，也许，真的疯了。

No, You wouldn't know

  No matter how someone laughed happily in the day, doesn't mean that he actually mean it.
  No, you wouldn't know how suffer and lost are he in his heart.

  When you just happy of your live, get the"happiness" that you think you meant to be, you never know that it might be "tragedy" for someone else.

  Some people got everything but act like don't have anything, because he/she can't see and not appreciate the treasures he/she owned now.
 
  Yes, you wouldn't know.

Lost

Human that lost and unsure his own feeling, human that unable to figure out what he really want.
Phobia of love? Or something else. I'm unsure. I'm just a human that forget how to figure out my feeling. That forgot my true self.